My Day Today

Okay, well today is my day off. I decided I was going to rent a computer to finally gain internet access till ours got fixed. I hope Aaron doesn't get mad. He's not one for this kind of thing. But I made a decision. I'm a grown woman.. I can make decisions to. Wow.. i think he may throw a fit when he gets up... lol. Is it strange to like seeing your husband frustrated and angry sometimes? It kinda makes me giggle a little bit. Anywhoo. It took me like an hour to figure out how to access my own network. I have to idea what my freaking password was. JEEZ! Well, in the end I found a cord that works. YAY. Henc, why I'm able to write an update on here.

Job Update: My job has been stressfull. Like to the extream. I haven't been happy lately. I got a warning at work because I'm not making my comission on a regular basis like I should be. It's tough. I really don't think I'm a comission type person. They are going to check my comission on the 15 and then again at the end of the month. If I dont' make the 15 and don't make the end of the month, I could be fired. BUT, if I make the 15th and not the end of the month or visa versa, my 'termination date' would be extended another set. That would keep up till I was consistantly making comission. Part of me wants to be fired. The other part is freaking out. I've never had any remote cause for anyone to let me go. It stresses me out. All this stressing is worring people around me. They are worried because all of this stressing and me being pregnant.. yadda yadda. I think if I was fired it might be a good thing. It would give me cause to try again. Maybe get into the Theater side of things like i've been wanting to. I'm only really working in a salon for my experience. I know I'm meant for bigger things. I think this is really the time to move. I just hope and pray that this is what I'm suppose to do.

Preggers update:
I'm now 17 weeks. I'm feeling great. I know I could feel the baby soon within the next few weeks. I thought i felt a ripple along my lower stomach. Was that the baby? It could have been.
My last doctors apointment went really well! I'm happy that all of my tests went great. We will be having an ultrasound soon I think. I'm hoping that we will be able to tell what the baby is! I want to know already. It's hard waiting. I've really always dreamed in girl view. So I'm hoping thats a sign. I think I might be sad if it's a boy.. but if its a boy maybe Sawyer and he could get together and date and be married one day! hehe lesley.

Well, not much else to say at the moment except I'm really excited to have internet right now!

love.