Learning

I'm learning a lot lately. I'm trying to learn how to balance my personal life with my home life. Sometimes I feel bad about going out with my friends instead of being home while he is. I don't understand that sometimes when, by the time he gets up and goes to work, I will have only had 2 hours with him. I've also been trying to learn/understand why when I mention wanting to go out with some girls to go have a drink, Aaron gets upset. I think he thinks i'm going to want to go out ALL the time. I just think he doesn't want me to be like that. I'm just so frustrated because I don''t see how b/c it didn't work well for him [going out] that I'm automatically not allowed to. urgh. Am i wrong in being kind of upset about this? I feel like i'm being told I can't have a life because he doesn't right now. I hope that I get this figured out sooner or later.
I'm also learning to be patient and know that I need to go get a job. I need to get credits done. I also need to be patient about graduating. I know it's soo close. I don't want to drop the ball now. I just want to make my family proud about me finishing my education. Aaron told me he got scheduled for the night of my graduation. I really hope that he will be able to come. I would be actually kind of sad. Well i should really go. I'm watching a movie and i think my typing is getting annoying. lol.

Love.