Do You Ever Feel This?

Do you ever get the feeling everyone is just waiting to leave? Like when you were little and you knew something was up, come to find a babysitter was there and your parents weren't? It's kind of like friendships. I know that people are mean to be in our lives for a certain time. Some stay and then some leave. But why?! I recently had this convo with a close friend. I feel like she just kind of got lost and lost me too. She's getting busier, hanging out with different people, and I'm kinda left hanging. She says to me ' but you've got aaron now.' yea I have Aaron, but I still need my friends!! I can't stand not having a girl night every once in a while. Yea its nice hanging as a couple with other couples, but what happened to ME TIME?!?!
I don't know I don't know if I'm just feeling selfish because I've been replaced or what. How in the heck am I suppose to regain that back. If not, how can i find a decent balance?
It's strange how I can think easier when I'm at work now then home. Maybe because when I'm at home all I hear is CSI and Mario Brothers in the background. Oh, sill boy.
Well thats all for now.

Love.