Tuesday, May 12, 2009

You are as sick as the Secret's you keep...

I want this weekend to be positive. Today hasn't been. I go on facebook and see 'are married'. I read a news paper article that confirmed what I knew was true. My friends from high school were getting married. Correction. Got. I'm sorry she thought she could lie and not realize that I would figure out this tangled web she created. Don't tell me your moving him down to KC when you really got married and are on a honeymoon. It wouldn't have been a big deal if you would have just told me. Gosh, I really don't think I've been this upset in a really long time. This weekend is my weekend to be happy. I just can't believe she would do that. It just shows where her allegance is. I bet she didn't even show him the invite. I can't even stand to talk about it.
peace.

Love.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Tough Road Keeps on Getting Longer

So this past weekend has been the toughest one in a long time. Friday night I had to go help at the Van Dorn Hair Masters. It was fine I really enjoyed no being at my store fora while. Well turns out they needed help again on saturday.. well I went there from 9 to 11am then went back to my store and worked 11:15 till 5:30. The morning was awesome. As soon as I got back to my store it was like bitchy central. There is a girl whom I work with... well she just had something stuck up her butt all day. Needless to say I was stressed out to the max. On top of that day it was updo's all day and then after work I went to kohls to work till about 11pm. It was an all over bad bad day.
Today I worked at kohls again. The best part about my day was getting to sleep in! Ahhh it was nice. It just went downhill from there. I don't get a day off till thursday so I'm really dreading the next few days. Oh, and I've been really having an issue with a "friend" who is getting married soon. I just found out they can't make it to the wedding. At this point I could care less if she comes, but she's marrying my best friend from high school..... and I'm Really dissapointed he won't be there. I hope he's happy in his decision to marry her. If they are happy, thats all that matters. He may not have friends by the end of it. It's just been a bad few days.
You know all this stinks. I should be happy and excited for my wedding, but all of this is stressing me out!!! Shouldn't I be Stressing over my wedding? I really hope these next days get better. I really need a break. I can't take all this right now. I'm trying to focus on being married!
Please Pray that my days get calmer, and that I can gain focus for the days to come.

Love.

Breana