I want this weekend to be positive. Today hasn't been. I go on facebook and see 'are married'. I read a news paper article that confirmed what I knew was true. My friends from high school were getting married. Correction. Got. I'm sorry she thought she could lie and not realize that I would figure out this tangled web she created. Don't tell me your moving him down to KC when you really got married and are on a honeymoon. It wouldn't have been a big deal if you would have just told me. Gosh, I really don't think I've been this upset in a really long time. This weekend is my weekend to be happy. I just can't believe she would do that. It just shows where her allegance is. I bet she didn't even show him the invite. I can't even stand to talk about it.
peace.
Love.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
You are as sick as the Secret's you keep...
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Tough Road Keeps on Getting Longer
So this past weekend has been the toughest one in a long time. Friday night I had to go help at the Van Dorn Hair Masters. It was fine I really enjoyed no being at my store fora while. Well turns out they needed help again on saturday.. well I went there from 9 to 11am then went back to my store and worked 11:15 till 5:30. The morning was awesome. As soon as I got back to my store it was like bitchy central. There is a girl whom I work with... well she just had something stuck up her butt all day. Needless to say I was stressed out to the max. On top of that day it was updo's all day and then after work I went to kohls to work till about 11pm. It was an all over bad bad day.
Today I worked at kohls again. The best part about my day was getting to sleep in! Ahhh it was nice. It just went downhill from there. I don't get a day off till thursday so I'm really dreading the next few days. Oh, and I've been really having an issue with a "friend" who is getting married soon. I just found out they can't make it to the wedding. At this point I could care less if she comes, but she's marrying my best friend from high school..... and I'm Really dissapointed he won't be there. I hope he's happy in his decision to marry her. If they are happy, thats all that matters. He may not have friends by the end of it. It's just been a bad few days.
You know all this stinks. I should be happy and excited for my wedding, but all of this is stressing me out!!! Shouldn't I be Stressing over my wedding? I really hope these next days get better. I really need a break. I can't take all this right now. I'm trying to focus on being married!
Please Pray that my days get calmer, and that I can gain focus for the days to come.
Love.
Breana